Anan's (not-so) Randomness!

As usual... (This is sort of about DoReana's wedding I suppose, but it isn't a record of events at all.)

When I'm working on stuff and I'm stressed out I don't eat anything worth mentioning. I know I should but that's just the way it is. So needless to say... I haven't eaten much in the past couple days. But all is fine and dandy now because I'm back in my house with the messes that need cleaned up and all us lovely little mess-makers working to create more. I could have gone to great lengths and managed to stay in Fort Wayne and party some more, but I don't like going to things I'm not invited to or whatever, and I'd rather be home sweating in the stuffy upstairs or helping make salads for the Stuckwisch's to eat for lunch tomorrow.

Like our dea' pasto', I'm not very fond of being in a room full of people. It's worse when a good number of the people are either talking about you or asking you questions like, "so, did you make the cake?" and "what flavor is it?" I would like to say "It's Gag flavor. I hate cake. Go away." but I would never actually do that. I don't remember who it was who suggested that I would have a thriving business after this, whoever it was doubtless thought my reaction rather odd. I think I said something like, "That's the last thing I want.", and I was dead serious! I don't mind making a wedding cake a year, but I would go totally insane ("Aren't you already totally insane?") and um yeah. I know that I'm just being cynical, bitter, and jaded, but I'm too tired for perkiness.

Don't get me wrong, I don't mind at all that I spent so much time dashing about running crazy errands and watching hyper little children. I even managed to go on a pleasant little stroll around the lake on campus with Ariksander today... without throwing him in. That in and of itself is pretty amazing. It was perfectly fine with me that it was just us (and Stefan) if anyone else had tried to come along It's very likely that I would have ended up being mad at whoever it was. Yes, I was in a lovely mood.

It was nice to see people for the brief amount of time we were all there. There wasn't exactly time to even warm up to talking to anybody. Oh well. As you can tell, I wasn't thrilled at the idea of talking to people in the first place.

Maybe I'll be able to sleep tonight. I'll certainly try my best, if only because "people" want me to sleep well...