Duh. (Swedish for duh)
Note: There have been a couple occasions on which I tried to "send a message" in my blogging. I repent and apologize, but I'm not going to delete those posts either. "Of A Workaholic" was not one of those posts. But now I realize that when I restated my main point I started ranting on something that has been bugging me alot so I was no longer just thinking of my own vocational decisions and that wasn't uummm... decent of me.
Too late now.
There are other things that factor into this whole organ major thing. I'm still going through the internal strife of wondering whether I want to stay closer to home or not. (I can't even begin to explain my thoughts, and anyway, I'm afraid of people's comments.) "Notably" there are many more choices of schools that offer organ programs that would be closer to South Bend, than reasonable schools that offer fashion design.
IU Bloomington is the only college I know of that offers both. But I'm not totally thrilled with the fashion program.... I'll admit that it offers the essentials, but as far as I can tell it concentrates on theatre costumes, at least for the assignments, and you are required to help with theatre productions. Double bleck.
Columbia University Chicago offers fashion design, but it's just as expensive (if not more so) as Stephens and it's in the city. Bleck. It *would* be closer though.
But as I've said in previous posts... maybe I *do* want to get away! Just to be indepentant for a time. Sometimes I foolishly think that it will help me get over things that have been bugging me, but that's ridiculous. :p Silly Anna.